First things first this blog is a venting place to you to help me get things off my chest so read into it what you want but these are my opinions and not fact this has been bottled in for years and so please just read it make comments what ever but here we go!!!

       Ok this is what happens If I call someone they see my name on their phone and say god what does he want.  They think that I want something or need them to do something.  i hear that in a lot of peoples voices and when they say no I hang up and make an excuse to my wife why people can't help us yes i'm sick all the time and can't lift a lot of heavy stuff.  So people ask why my comfort place is in my bed with it dark as can be, comfortable and nothing can hurt me, no one can bring me down yes i'm depressed with a lot of news I got Last week makes me know that for a fact I'll never get one, or feel the way they will when it happens.  I know that god has a plan for me but I would like a direction on which way to go.  People are doing things that I can't take my wife too.  My wife hasn't left the house in a long time.   So if I stop social media, cell phone, and stay off the grid for a week anyone would notice I dough't it.

Why i hate the new country music

Well country music has went from awesome to why do I turn on the radio.  When I think of Country music i think of Hank Williams Ernest Tubb Patsy Cline, Loretta Lynn.  I was raised that way so in the late 90's i got in to that country music I saw Kenny Chesney,4 Runner, Ty England, and Chris Ledoux at country jam 95.   That was one of Kenny Chesneys first concert.   Then lets talk Ty England I was in his fan club and I was going to go to one of his concerts in Coffieville KS and at that time I was a pizza hut delivery . driver. I was closing the night before the concert and I had a delivery and it was to a tour bus in Woods Supermarkets parking lot.  So I took it up there and knocked on the door and who came to the door but Ty England himself so I said wow I'm going to see your concert tomorrow night.  He said cool gave me a $5.00 tip and see you tomorrow night. We when your part of his fan club you got to go to sound check.  So we got there and waited in line for 5hrs to get into the concert.  I should say my father stood in line.  I went in to the sound check and he started to sing looked down and saw me he stopped sound check and said hey look guys the pizza guys here.  made me fill good.


Now today's country you can't really understand it they try to be rappers or rockers and try to mix it.  nope it doesn't work i know some of the people today says that's country music well let me tell you I don't drink beer never been left I don't drive a pickup truck and 5 o'clock means dinner time for me.  In Pats car we only get the Nevada Station.  and I get so tired of the country music i just have to turn it off.   that's why I hate country Music.

My wife cut my hair this week after 6 months I fill so so much better.   This is who I am













Thursday I'll be at the state fair going to watch a concert the happy together tour a few bands from the 60's its going to be awesome.


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First things first

Well today is Saturday Aug 1st  a week ago we settled my grandfathers farm after having in the family for over 100 years.  We Drove by it today Trailer was gone shed that could was falling over was gone fence post, Close line, and a tree was all gone it wasn't the same my father was sad.   Watching mash feeling sick today I declined to go to the movies today to see Mission Impossible today oh well.  Got tickets to the August 26th game to the Royals against Baltimore.  Kasey Said that he was going to contact Perry and Corey to see if they wanted to go.  We plan on going to the state fair the 13th of the month.  Did some yard sales today and saw Kelsey Dawn my oldest niece on my side of the family.  Mandy has been really sweet today and I don't know what I would do with out her shes my everything.  Got WWE 2K16 Pre ordered happy I got to buy it myself.  Been Thinking of Leonette a lot lately I miss her so much for all you new readers she was in a motorcycle wreak a year ago last may.

Been watching a lot of Netflix and playing my Clash of the Kings I love that game in a good alliance and its almost time for the killing event.  My mother in law has been sick for awhile and trying to figure out whats wrong.


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